Friday, June 01, 2007'♥
OMFG!!I'm feeling so damn sad now.why did hq send "..." that msg with my phone?why did she do that?it's really hurting to actually lift someone up and in the end throw him all the way down.i wonder what's "..." thinking about now.angry?pissed?hurt?sad?
HQ:
i think i'm starting to fall in love with you again.we should try going out someday."...":
sure:)but it feels juz like a dream..u mite wanna say dat again..ME:
hey..i'm really really really really sorry..the previous msg was sent by my friend.it wasnt on purpose.sorry."...":
as expected..nvm.i guess i really hurt "..." once again.i feel like a failure.what am i supposed to do now?i thought hq was just using my phone just to play or stuff like that,so i didnt really see what she was doing.but i never have imagined that she actually sent that stupid msg to "..." when she dont even know "...".wth!!how am i gonna face "..." in school?will he think that im making fun of him, when i said this and meant that?what a prank this is..it was really overboard..i wouldnt be able to take it if it was me..plusplus he was sick too..shit man!!will he start to ignore me?this is not what i want..but is this my fault?my fault for letting hq use my phone?i guess i should just leave "..." alone for now..i'm sooo angry!!!ARRGGGHH!!DAMN!!
it wasnt any better in the morning..i was waiting for ama at pasir ris interchange.i was early,so i sat at the benches to wait for her.then suddenly a malay guy just sat beside me.i didnt really think much but then he started talking to me.at first,i didnt know whether to answer his questions anot..he ask me i in express or normal stream,whats my name,what am i doing here and blah blah blah..and i just answered him half-heartedly,though it might be wrong to talk to strangers..then he suddenly say he want to make friends with me..i was like so shocked lah..i said i dont want then he keep on saying "can lah" for millions of times..so freaky man.who want to make friends with you sia..then luckily ama called so i faster walk away.luckily he didnt follow me..
what a GREAT day it is man!!!-.-
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:05 PM
