Thursday, August 30, 2007'♥
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 10:05 PM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007'♥
im finally freeeee!!!!from prelims.but there's more to come in months ahead.maybe only two more months or less.
As for today...
phy/chem paper 1 was average.some questions which i dont know i just tikam tikam.but hope my combined science can at least get a B4 lah,although i kinda screwed up my physics paper.just hope my chem paper 2 can pull my overall marks up.
after the paper,i waited for bz in the canteen cos we have to go to mjc for some H2 chinese lecture which is just a waste of my time.but we have to assemble in school at around 12 and the science paper 1 like ended at 8.45.so we went to tmall for a while.it was dark inside as most of the shops weren't open yet cos we're too early.so we had our breakfast-cum-lunch at mac..after that,as most shops are open,we walked around.especially when we went inside toys'r'us-all my childhood memories!!im getting envious of those kids.they are so damn fortunate man.the toys they have now are so exciting,i felt like buying them man-.-.and i played friskbee with bz.im good at it kay.it's so fun!!and bz bought the campus superstar magazine.
after a while,took bus 291 back to school,and we were very early.so we sat down at the benches and read the magazine.keely is so pretty man:)but im taller than her leh.by ONE cm.there's a difference hor.haha.
so the bus brought us to mjc.the talk was damn boring.and i saw tammie,pearlyn and patrick there.tammie said hi to me!!haha:)
after this whole thing,i walked with serene until cynthia's house.i followed her up to cynthia's house cos i never got the chance to go to her house since she moved here.and they were going to bugis.so i helped serene to tie her hair.new hairstyle leh.all thanks to me and cynthia:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!!<3
my mum will be bringing my brother and i to swensen's!!im so tempted already.haha.once in a while right,wont gain too much weight lah.haha.BYE!!!
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 4:46 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007'♥
i have no idea why i had a fever suddenly.i was feeling so cold yesterday morning during science practical exam.so i went straight home after it,but went back to school again to get something.
after that,i rushed back home cos i really felt so weak and feverish,so i quickly took my temperature and it was like 38.3 degrees.i wanted to go study geog but i was feeling so cold and sleepy.so i slept for a while,bathed,then tried to study but felt so damn tired so slept again.after i woke up,i took my temperature and this time was 38.5 degrees.i was thinking if can take mc then dont turn up today but mrs pong said if i dont turn up,i will have no marks for the paper. but i still wenta see the doctor and she gave me a jab so that i will be a little better by today.the injection hurts big time man!!but i felt better after the jab.
but this morning it kinda got a little worse,after bathing,i was shivering from head to toe.even putting on a jacket did not help much.i felt very tired especially during the geog paper earlier on,it was so difficult for me to concentrate cos i was really feeling very cold and tired.most of the time i just felt like sleeping all the way till time was up.but i didnt wanna fail it so badly.so i kinda wrote crap for maany questions hoping to gain some marks.it will be a miracle if i can pass geography.
after tmr,it will be a time for me to relax!!maybe only a short break cos i have to get on to studying soon after.
bye bloggie<3
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 12:19 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007'♥
i wanted keely to win!!she sang so well man!!but shawn won in the end:(this song is so nice..love it:))
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 2:23 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007'♥
Celebrating my birthday at vivo was a short but memorable one,but im glad that it was the best one compared to the last 3 years in ngee ann when we only got to celebrate in school.it was indeed a sweet sixteen!!thanks to all of these great friends of mine-ama,huiqing,nooraini,yuhan, i love you all to the core man!!
we lunched at thai express.i got myself something called basil chicken rice.it's so damn spicy i tell you.but i loved it!!i remembered it was number 6111 on the menu,what a nice number:)
after lunch was window shopping cos we didnt have much cash with us but i assure you i'll gonna be back to vivo after prelims,but i wonder if my parents would allow-.-so i'd better start saving now.save money=lose weight:)
so i walked around the shops,topshop,river island,zara and blah blah blah..there are some clothes in there which caught my eye.how i wish i had the money to buy those clothes to take over those clothes in my closet.im short of clothes!!haha.
after a while,i thought yh,ama and nooraini gonna meet their bfs,i was sad,not pissed.but hq went with me to newurbanmale to get those slippers changed cos it was too big for me.after changing it,i went with her to the top floor cos she said her feet were numb from all the walking.so while walking,she suddenly covered my eye so tightly,leading me to somewhere.to my surprise,when she let go of me,i saw THEM!!ama,yh and nooraini!!with a cake and the strawberry shortcake balloon!!!i was so surprised and touched.they did so much for me on my birthday,excluding something which went wrong.but the paper plates they bought were also printed with strawberry shortcake.what a match!!haha..but the cake was very nice,i bet im gonna gain some weight today..awwww.
after all the fun and enjoyment,nooraini had to meet her bf,so she left first.then yh also went to meet her bf.it was left with ama,hq and me.we took the train from vivo all the way to punggol to take bus 3 there.you wont imagine me carrying so many bags with that strawberry shortcake balloon.people were watching me and laughing to themselves man.but all the embarrassment was worth it,i didnt mind lah.
lastly i wanna thank people for their gifts.
thanks abigail seto for the bracelet.
thanks ama,darren,clement,isaac and hq for the clutch.
thanks ama,yuhan,nooraini,fangwei and jiamin the shark for the slippers.
and thanks to ama,yuhan,nooraini,hq for the cake and balloon!!
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 11:27 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007'♥
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tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 4:20 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007'♥
i went to hq's house today early in the morning.ok,perhaps not that early,at around 11 plus.before going to her house,we went to ntuc fairprice at punggol plaza i think,bought some snacks back to munch on while studying.so reached her house at about 1230.watched a little of the tv programme,"trading spouses".one of the husbands is so damn anti-social lah.he actually said that he's not used to be around with people he dont know when that day was actually his birthday,and everyone is having fun out of the house while he,as the birthday man,is hiding in his room.but i was glad that he decided to open up more and yeah,he enjoyed himself in the end.
i did a little of the chem tys.then used her com to see her t****.cute lah cute lah.while using her com,hq went to help me cook duck noodles,ain't she nice?and the noodles is really mama mia!!It is indescribable.after eating,guess what happened?there was a some sort of mini salon outside her house but i was her only customer lah.cos she wants to help me trim my hair,so i agreed cos i believed her.there was a stool,some newspapers and all that laid outside.but luckily no one walked pass us or i will be so embarrassed.so there it goes,my new hairdo!!it's so much better than what my mum did to my hair.haha.i hope no one will give bad comments when i go school on monday.like hq's"you look so retarded"makes me so demoralised,but since she cut my hair for me,she would only keep praising herself right?thats what she did after trimming my hair.
and cos my hair sort of curled outwards,she helped me to wash my hair and blew dry it until it's straight.
THANKS HQ!!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 5:47 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007'♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN!!!
after that day to vivo,im already very broke.but from monday onwards,im so gonna save many many money,and after prelims and o levels, im going to go on a shopping spree and spend my money like there's no tomorrow!!hahaha.but that will be like a few more months later.can time pass faster??im sick and tired of studying.on and off headaches are making me feel more stressed until i cant concentrate.prelims are starting next week and i'd better do well in it.i dont wanna screw up my prelims.im so afraid of oral,i find that i've always got nothing to talk about. enough of all these,gotta go now:)
i love my friends<3
ok,it's very random:)
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 5:55 PM
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i'll be right here waiting for you
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 3:17 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007'♥
i've finally realised how it feels when someone tries to avoid you.i dont know if it's true,but i've got this feeling that someone is trying to avoid me.i've realised that there's no point in forcing people do things they dont like.i really cant be bothered about it anymore and wouldnt wanna think about it.this only makes me sad.friends but strangers.
but anyway,i went to vivo with hq straight away after the ndp celebration.we chiong here chiong there to get those pressies for august babies.then saw ama and hafeez at topshop like a few hours later.bought many stuff and spent many many $$.so damn broke now and people owe me money man!!im so tired now!!!:(
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 6:36 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007'♥
im so damn pissed off. the miss __ thinks she is some big shot or something like that. going everywhere showing attitude!!! miss__ only knows how to grumble without reflecting about herself. this clearly explains why people are bitching about miss__.
miss__ was so happy doing that stupid act when she doesnt even know that was effing irritating and she just couldnt stop what she was doing. everyone got so pissed by her today!!! she thinks that everything is like a joke but some things do have their limits!! she has gone overboard. i m glad that a___e had done the revenge for me or rather us(:
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 5:37 PM
Friday, August 03, 2007'♥
im so so so so so so happy now!!i took the photos from somewhere!!hahaha.thanks to someone!! tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:53 PM
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I'M SUPER DUPER IRRITATED NOW!!!!!!
why cant i open the damn folder that robert sent me yesterday?i've been trying since last night and earlier on..i wanna see the photos and post them on my blog!!is there something wrong with my com?im feeling so agitated now.i need to calm down.i have to learn to relax.
but how?
forget it.
im so tired now.i've photocopied like 100 plus pages of geography notes just now.darren wanted them.i guess im gonna sleep after blogging this..
good night world:x
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:32 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007'♥
life has been the same for the past few weeks.school.stay back.study.isnt it boring?yah,i agree.but no choice.what else can i do except to study?and bus rides home from school are always together with hq pretty-thats what she calls herself-.-
yesterday i was super emo man.all of a sudden.i dunno why.i kinda ignored everyone who asked about me.im really sorry.didnt mean it.but today was much better.i was very happy today.and guess what?i ran 2.4km today!for the fun of it,arent i crazy?you can say so.i wanna burn all those calories man!!but my timing was like 30s slower than my very first timing,cos i stopped and walked for some periods of time.never mind though i thought of improving my timing..
and we had a soccer class photo taken today!robert faster send me!!
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 7:54 PM
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It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 7:49 PM
