Friday, May 30, 2008'♥
Let the pictures do the talking.
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 11:34 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008'♥
Look at our eyes!!So gothic.LOL.
My class people(:08S29
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 6:35 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008'♥
遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:40 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008'♥
Sunday
Today's got evil twin's farewell party and class chalet.Met up with some of the vball people at 12 then we headed down to valentin's house.We were there too early lah,so all we could do was to play volleyball.We played at the baby pool,so when the ball drops,there will be a super strong splash.Very innovative way to play vball right?(:After that, more people come and we started the bbq.All i could eat was bread and beehoon):So sad lah,thanks to the rash.We camwhored too!Look at the crazy photos.Haha.So squirtle and i left at around 8 to go for our class chalet at downtown east.We reached there at around 9 plus.Met up with the rest and went straight to the arcade at the ehub.Joyce was there too!We took neoprints!!Omg imagine 17 people squuezing together in front of the machine-.-While the others went pooling,some of us went back to the chalet.After the rest of them came back,we watched SAW 3 or 4(paiseh i dont know).It was damn gorry.EEW.After the movie screening i was trying to sleep cos next day got school ma.But they were playing pillow fight and shouting and screaming away.In the end we received a complaint that we were too noisy.Ahaha.But i managed to sleep for a couple of hours lah.
Today
Woke up at 7 plus today,bought breakfast from mac and headed to school together with the rest.We were practically struggling through lectures lah.Maybe not me since i think i slept the most.Haha.So when lessons finally ended at 4,we had a self-training.Our ex-senior came.He was the vice captain for the previous batch i think.Only four girls were here,including me):Training was alright,maybe a little boring since we dont have a net at all cos the court would be under renovation.After that went bubbling and i saw cui shan!!She's been appointed as the captain for her team.Wow i was surprised!!Haha congrats anyway(:
Home sweet home.
My knee's hurting like hell and i dont know why):
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:25 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008'♥
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:19 PM
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Well, I know that it's early
And it's too hard to think.
And the broken empty bottles
Are reminder in the sink.
But I thought that I should tell you
If it's not too late to say.
I can put back all the pieces
They just might not fit the same.
Cause nothing's worth losing
Especially the chance to make it right.
And I know that we're gonna be fine.
And the tattooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time.
As long as we live, time passes by.
And we won't get it back when we die.
Well I know it's been years now
And I don't look the same.
And the hopes and dreams you had for me
You thought went down the drain.
And the room feels so empty
where my pictures used to be.
And I can't say that I blame you,
But you can't blame me.
Cause nothing's worth losing
Especially the chance to make it right.
And I know that we're gonna be fine.
And the tattooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time.
As long as we live, time passes by.
And we won't get it back when we die.
Come over
Come over.
Cause I gotta know,
If I am doing this all on my own.
Come over.
Come over.
How can I show you if you're not here?
And I know that we're gonna be fine.
And the tattooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time.
As long as we live, time passes by.
And we won't get it back when we die.
And I know that we're gonna be fine.
(and I know that we're gonna be fine)
And the tattooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time.
As long as we live, time passes by.
And we won't get it back when we die.
Come over.
Come over.
Come over.
Come over.
(I gotta know)
And we won't get it back when we die.
(well, I know that it's early...)
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 7:37 PM
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Didn't go to school on wed and thurs cos very sick.Exam allergy?Haha possible.Im always sick before exams,last year before o level also like that.But on wednesday i met up with liting to go her house and revise econs.It was quite productive,i finally understood fiscal and monetary policy.Don't laugh please(:Haha.Studied for a couple of hours until 7 plus and the rash got worse.Called my daddy up to fetch me home and by the time i reached home,i looked like a monster.Urgh gross.Imagine a king kong scratching herself from head to toe.Haha so comical lah.
So yesterday had GP and Econs exam.Dont ask me how it was.Didnt attend training.Boo!!I actually missed the last training before school reopens.How sad.We wont be having training during the june holidays:((Never mind,shall meet up with them to play beach vball at sentosa!!yay!!
Holidays are finally here!Today i shall slack at home and hopefully i can fully recover by tmr since there's class bbq and evil twin's farewell party!!Get well soon kkb!!LOL.
I miss shark.
I miss serene,yuhan,ah nuu,cui shan
:(
Jasmine is my haopengyou!Haha.
She randomly asked me if i could be her good friend.Strange.
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 11:41 AM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008'♥
I'm so sickkkk.:(((
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 10:05 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008'♥
As the days of goodbyes grow near
I heed for your weeping eye my friend
Just another glance
Of your warmth
Just another goodbye
As only the memory of our days yield along the stars
Minutes spent together
Can't make me much better
I gaze just to see you smile again
For like a light that cast beyond my dark nights you were there for me
Like a hankie you dried my tears
Gave me hope
For another tomorrow
Now with no sorrow I
'll say farewell twin brother
Goodbye
Till we meet again.
:(
I've got to move on.
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 6:26 PM
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She's really leaving:(
My twin brother...
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 2:14 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008'♥
It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen,but it's harder to give up especially when it's everything you wanted.So take a chance because you never know how absolutely perfect something could turn out to be.
I wanna continue chasing pavements.
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 3:09 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008'♥
Training yesterday was cool.Although the weather was super hot,the accompany of 3 of our ex seniors brightened up our training.It became very fun with them around.Esther,huanting and i joined three of them and we played against the j1 guys.I served like around 8 balls straight.Ok i shall not boast about it.I think i was having some kind of mood swing when training started.Sorry if i've made anyone unhappy.
Come to talk about it,i was pissed off with her man.She wanted me to coach the j1 girls,ok fine i did.But then after coaching them the moves for spiking,she came and say i taught the wrong thing.Hello how long have you learnt vball,you wanna compare with me?Stop acting as though you're so good like that.And if you didnt know,my coach was China's olympic setter,how can he teach the wrong thing?Argh abcdefg.Grrr.Im boiling mad!!!!
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 9:15 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008'♥
I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 10:00 PM
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So today was ok.It's just quite sad to know that huanting is confirmed to be leaving for aussie.The moment she told me,i was like...I dont know how to describe it.Seriously i don't want her to leave.My evil twin...Haiz.
Anyway,Huanting brought me along to CG at Kim's house.Kim is so damn pretty lah.Haha.There were some other TPJC students also,mostly j2s.But i dont think i remembered their names-.-We baked two hawaiian pizzas!!It's really nice i tell you.But the campbell soup looked like some detergent mixed with water.Lol.After dinner, we sat in the living room and did some stuff.First it was introduction,then each of their own testimony,reading of some bible stuff and prayers. I had to leave early cos i had to rush home to finish my homework.Hehe.
Training tmr!!Yay!!But i dont wanna see L leh..
:)
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 9:25 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008'♥
Trust: Firm belief in the reliability of someone
Betray:To divulge in a breach of confidence
I trusted her.She betrayed me.What the fish.
Who can i really trust?
The word is spreading like there's no tomorrow.Okay it's exaggerating.
I've nothing to say.
Say bye to T.R.U.S.T.
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 10:16 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008'♥
I hope it won't spread any further.
Shhhhhhh!!!!
Can't keep you my dirty little secret
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:50 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008'♥
Poh ee wanted me to do this-.-
1. Do you wish to get married?
What do you think?uberthen!
2. What do you want the most now?
My beauty sleep(:
3. Who is the person you trust most?
Myself.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Uhm i dont't think so.I get easily affected by what people comment about me:(
5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Happiness everyday,no emo-ing please.
6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Ok ok lah,can't expect much.
7. What are you afraid to lose now?
My friends and family.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes of course!!
9. What will you do if your HE/SHE hugged you?
Continue hugging lah,and i'll mumble to myself:"the sun is so bright!am i seeing things?"lol
10.Who do u wish to see now?
Ahma the donkey.
11. What kind of ppl do you hate?
Arrogant people and hypocrites.
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
One sided feeling.
13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
Initially,yes.But im starting to think that i was too naive.
14. Do you treasure your family?
OF COURSE!
15. What is the most important thing in your life?
The chance to live together with my loved ones(:
16. What do you regret most in your life now?
Maybe entering a junior college?I feel so stressed up!!
17.Why are you doing this quiz?
Because I was told to do so.
18. Are you happy now?
You can say so.I try to be happy.
19. When was the time you felt the happiest?
After the O's was over!!Wheee...
20. What do you dislike about yourself?
Me being inferior around people and the lack of confidence.
I finally gave MARY his long-awaited hug-.-
So paiseh!!
I was feeling so lost today.I didn't know where im aiming to.I feel like im being buried under an avalanche of question marks.Can someone save me out?
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up; 8:28 PM
